Title: The Predator Lies of
Anorexia: A Survivor’s Story
Genre:
Memoir/Self Help
About The Book
Paperback:
196 pages
Publisher:
Bettie Youngs Book Publishers (March 17, 2014)
ISBN-10:
1940784174
ISBN-13:
978-1940784175
About
The Book
I want. I want you to want me. I want you
to think I am the smartest, the thinnest, the most beautiful. I want you to
want to be me. I want to be enviable. I want to be impervious. I want to need
nothing. I want you to know that I am strong. I want to think I am better than
everyone else. I want.
I’m willing to give up everything. I will give up mind and future. I will give up health, happiness
In this raw telling of her long struggle with anorexia, Abby Kelly reveals the predatory lies that ran rampant in her disordered mind. She will lead readers through the fight to her final victory.
Readers will find empathy, compassion and insight in these pages. Most of all, they will find hope for recovery and a life beyond the battle.
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Meet The Author
Abby Kelly is a nomadic, military spouse writing
from wherever she momentarily finds herself with her husband, their wonderful
dog, Brave, and two tolerable cats.
Abby began writing in the process of recovering from a more-than-decade long eating disorder. She credits Jesus Christ for her full recovery and for filling her with a passion to encourage others to seek freedom from their own addictions and struggles.
Now, Abby writes for numerous Christian publications as well as maintains her personal blog, Predatory-Lies. In her free time, she and Brave enjoy volunteering in hospitals and schools as a pet therapy team through Pet Partners.
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“The Flight”
“You will never see me again!” I
screamed. I knew I was running out of time as we approached the airport. “I’ll
die there! I’m never coming home.”
“Abby, stop. You are getting yourself all
worked up and we have to go inside now.” My father parked the car in the dismal
parking garage. Ignoring my residual choking on tears, he got out of the car
and began to extract the suitcases, careful not to get any dirt on his jeans.
Daddy always looked sharp, one more thing
I hated about myself. In the last several years I had become more of a skeleton
freak show than an attractive daughter he could be proud of. My face was gaunt
and haggard and wore the look of an aging smoker. My breasts were flat and my
waist curve-less, like a prepubescent boy. I wore sea-foam green sweat pants
with the word “SPIRIT” in block letters down my right leg. The sweats hung
around my thighs like a tent missing poles, but I liked them because I felt
small inside them. A sloppy white t-shirt blaring “SPIRIT” as well, topped the
ensemble.
“Abby, get out of the car.”
I debated for a moment, but knew that I’d
never win. The wildest of my tantrums were no match for Dad’s strength, but
until now, at least in the battle of wills, I had triumphed. Two days prior my
parents played their trump card.
“We’ve tried everything.” My parents had
me cornered in their bedroom. Mom spoke because I listened more calmly to her.
“We’ve been patient while you’ve promised over and over to try. We are really,
really worried about you.”
Mom’s voice broke there. Dad turned and
glared at my little sisters eavesdropping from the bedroom doorway. Two sets of
chocolate brown eyes and one blue pair ducked back into the hallway. Then he
shut the door and stepped forward.
“You promised to gain ten pounds in two
months.” Dad’s voice was taut. The six-foot-four man that I once thought
invincible slouched beneath a heavy burden. “Over a month ago, you agreed to
the ultimatum that you would gain eight pounds. You’re nowhere near that. You
need help and this is not a discussion. Remuda Ranch agreed to admit you, and
we need to be there the day after tomorrow.” Daddy turned and left the room.
I slumped to my knees on the floor.
“Please, please, please, Mom! Don’t send me away. I can’t be gone for two
months. You might as well disown me. I’ll die there!”
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