Please welcome with me to Shelf Full of Books, author Christine Lindsay. Christine's latest novel is Londonderry Dreaming, released yesterday, and was the topic of my blog review yesterday. Today she'll be talking about something very dear to her heart. Welcome Christine!
ONLY HEAVEN
CAN REPAIR—by Christine
Lindsay
It has been a long journey from when I was a young woman who gave up her
child for adoption in 1979—to today, being a happily reunited mother with my
birthdaughter. This past February I shared in my daughter’s joy as she gave
birth to her first child. My journey as
a birthmom has been one of great heights and lows.
The lows...having to relinquish baby Sarah because I knew it was in her best
interests, broke my heart in ways that only Heaven can repair.
The heights...thirty-five years after relinquishing Sarah to a closed
adoption, I am now looking forward to holding my biological grandson. Add to
that, the joy she gave me when she asked what grandparent name I would like her
son to call me. My husband and I will be Nanny-Chris and Papa Dave, so as not
to be confused with Sarah’s adoptive mom or her husband’s parents.
But in the middle of my journey, the lows were more prevalent. I had
first given Sarah up as an infant in 1979, and we were reunited 20 years later
in 1999. But in 2006 I was
I tried all sorts of things to nurture that relationship—even arranged
for Sarah to join my daughter Lana and me on a trip to my homeland, N. Ireland.
I thought a trip like that would draw the three of us together.
At first Sarah planned on going. But sadly, just before I was to leave, Sarah
lost her baby. This was to be the first of eight miscarriages over the years
for Sarah.
Off to Ireland I went with Lana, with Sarah on my mind too. While I
wanted that close mother-daughter bond with Sarah, I knew I couldn’t have it because
she shared that with her true mom—her adoptive mom. And I was Lana’s true mom.
But while Lana and I toured Ireland, I hid my sadness from Lana, that with the
loss of her baby Sarah was grieving an empty womb in a similar way that I had
done when I relinquished her.
The two losses are hard to compare—like apples and oranges. But the loss
of a baby no matter how that happens just plain hurts.
On the trip, Lana and I shared some close times. And on a personal level
I felt the Lord’s encouragement when I viewed the Ruth and Naomi stained-glass
windows in the ancient church St. Augustine’s in Londonderry.
While I was praying for a close bond with both my daughters, the Lord
reminded me of the tender love between Ruth and her mother-in-law Naomi. I had
to trust God for that long-held desire for my daughters.
And our tender-hearted heavenly Father has done that for me. As the
years passed, Sarah and Lana and I have grown closer. Both my daughters were the
models on the front covers of my first two books, Shadowed in Silk and Captured by Moonlight.
But it was the ancient church St.
Augustine’s in Londonderry, and the Ruth and Naomi stained
glass windows, that was the inspiration behind my romance novella Londonderry Dreaming.
Read the first chapter of Londonderry Dreaming.
And here is the book trailer. Only a
minute long.
As I have been encouraged by the Lord in the highs and lows of my life,
I pray that my books will encourage you.
Acclaimed
New York artist, Naomi Boyd, and music therapist, Keith Wilson, loved one
another five years ago, until her grandfather with his influence over Naomi separated
them.
That
root of bitterness keeps them apart until a letter from Keith’s grandmother, Ruth,
draws Naomi to Londonderry to find she’s too late. Ruth has passed on. After
the death of his beloved grandmother, Keith has also come to Londonderry only
to open the door to his past…Naomi...beautiful as ever, the girl who broke his
heart.
A
mysterious painting in Ruth’s attic brings up questions about their
grandparents’ entwined past and their own broken romance. But more comfortable
with the unspoken languages of art and music, Naomi and Keith find it difficult
to share their old hurts and true feelings.
Will
the majestic coastline of Northern Ireland inspire them to speak the words to
bring peace to their grandparents’ memory and to rekindle love?
ABOUT CHRISTINE LINDSAY:
Christine Lindsay was
born in Ireland, and is proud of the fact that she was once patted on the head
by Prince Philip when she was a baby. Her great grandfather, and her
grandfather—yes father and son—were both riveters on the building of the Titanic. Tongue in cheek, Christine
states that as a family they accept no responsibility for the sinking of that
great ship.
It was stories of her
ancestors who served in the British Cavalry in Colonial India that inspired her
Multi-award-winning historical series Twilight of the British Raj. Book 1 Shadowed in Silk, Book 2 Captured by Moonlight, and Christine is
currently writing the final installment of that series called Veiled at Midnight to be released August
2014.
Christine makes her
home in British Columbia, on the west coast of Canada with her husband and
their grown up family. Her cat Scottie is chief editor on all Christine’s
books.
CONNECT WITH CHRISTINE:
Please drop by
Christine’s blog site www.christinelindsay.org or follow her on Twitter and be
her friend on Pinterest and Facebook
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